Chin Wag At The Slaughterhouse: Interview With Tom Gillespie

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Tom Gillespie writes long and short fiction. A number of his stories are published by www.eastoftheweb.com. He is also a regular contributor to fridayflash.org. Tom’s writing has been described as terse, minimalist, hyper-realistic and ambiguous, where layers of meaning are conveyed using a concise and economical style. He is currently working on a second novel and a collection of short stories. His critically acclaimed, debut novel Painting by Numbers, a dark, psychological drama that explores the surreal complexities of the human mind, has been selected as FINALIST for The People’s Book Prize. Published by Crooked Cat Books and available from all good bookstores.

Tom met me at The Slaughterhouse where we talked about deception and personality.

Tell us about Painting By Numbers.

250x176_PBNcover photo 250x176_PBN_zpsca4034b4.jpgOn one level, Painting by Numbers is a dark, surreal psycho-drama about an unhinged alcoholic lecturer who develops an unhealthy obsession with an allegorical painting, and as his obsession deepens, his life spirals into chaos; his wife goes missing and events take a terrifying turn for the worse. However, Painting by Numbers is much more than the sum of its parts (if you pardon the pun), and for me the book is about the relationship of opposites; genuine and fake, truth and deception, stillness and movement, fate and chance, love and hate, and the interior and exterior worlds that my central character, Jacob inhabits. Painting by Numbers is a philosophical road movie, an odyssey of self-enlightenment. But ultimately, it is a search for atonement and redemption.

Having said all that, I would also hope that the novel is about whatever the reader wants it to be about.

To what extent is your use of a minimalist style effective in creating a level of symbolic meaning in the novel?

I’m a huge fan of the great American literary tradition that stretches back to Mark Twain, and travels through Hemmingway and Fitzgerald, the hard boiled crime writers such as Dashiel Hammett, James M Cain and the beats, all the way up to Raymond Carver and beyond. I love the terse, stripped down style of American prose, but with an exact use of language that is loaded with layers of meaning and possibility. I think one of the reasons why I’m drawn to American writing is because there are stylistic parallels with the Scottish literary tradition, from Walter Scott’s ground breaking Waverley novels, to the works of Alasdair Gray, James Kelman and Janice Galloway. There is an almost presbyterian attitude to concise prose in Scottish writing ,yet with ambiguity and interpretation left intact.

My short stories are often directly inspired or influenced by this stylistic approach to writing. But when I began working on Painting by Numbers I felt a needed to do something slightly different. As the narrative involves an exploration of hidden meanings in an allegorical painting, but also it’s about a man’s labyrinthian pursuit of the truth, I decided to juxtapose taut, direct prose with a slightly more elaborate and embellished use of language. In this way I hoped to contrast the visceral realities of Jacob’s predicament with the surreal, near-hallucinogenic internal workings of his damaged mind.

The book was also about allegorical Baroque painting, so I felt that I needed to employ a style that would capture and compliment the dark complexity of the art work that dominates Jacob’s life and psyche. Although ironically, I still think there is greater ambiguity and hidden meanings buried within the simple prose.

What do you make of the E Book revolution?

Is it really a revolution..? The word revolution makes me think of ramparts, barricades, toppling statues and the overwhelming roar for liberty and freedom. By definition, a revolution is a sudden or radical change in the cultural paradigm. I suppose that the rise of e-books has been relatively swift, but can you really describe it as radical or revolutionary. Certainly, it involves a technological innovation, and I suppose to some extent the established publishing industry has been seriously shaken, but can you honestly say that the landscape of words and language and ideas and the imagination has gone through some cataclysmic shift in order to fit some kind of new order? I’m not sure. A writer friend of mine said that when he is structuring his novels, he factors in the fact that Amazon upload the first 50 pages for readers to sample, so he includes a strong opener. But what’s revolutionary about that? I’d call it the oldest narrative trick in the book.

Perhaps the price and convenience of e-books encourages us to diversify our reading habits, and this can only be a good thing, right? However, if I think about the impact of e-books on the changes in my own reading and book buying behaviour, then I have some serious problems with the format. I have owned a kindle for about 18 months now, and I have uploaded around 50 books (a sprinkling of genres from a mix of indies, small and mainstream publishers) Of those 50 books, I have so far managed to read about 10, and the only time I get through another is when I’m on holiday. Outside of vacation time, I rarely pick up my kindle. I’m reading a book.. a real book.. at work at the moment and I prefer the paperback because I sit at a computer all day and I don’t want to stare at yet another screen. I worry that all these brilliant books stored away invisibly in the cyberspace of my book machine will never see the light of day. There’s no book case in the hall, or paperback lying on a coffee table, there are no covers on show to demand my attention, to shout at me to pick them up every time I walk past. I just don’t have as much emotional investment in a kindle purchase compared to my joyous aesthetic love -affair with a real book.. and I still don’t know how e-books are going to get around this problem, other than through the attrition of time and the insidious re-programming of our brains until we forget why old stuff can sometimes be better (LPs and CDs, or the Scotland Football team 1974 versus 2013, to name but two).

You could also argue that the e-book phenomenon has made it easier for writers to get their work out there. We are no longer at the mercy and whim of mainstream publishing. Self-publishing has grown exponentially over the last few years, and smaller independent publishers are springing up all over the place. Social media too provides a platform for the promotion of e-books online. A happy marriage you could say. But if you steamroller over the publishing process entirely, there is a serious risk that the balance shifts from quality to quantity. Despite the mythology, I believe that writing a book is a team effort, and if you want a book to stand out it has to be put through the mill and pass through plenty critical eyes and pointy fingers. Of course, writers who wish to self publish can do tbs, but there need to be rigorous objectivity in the process somewhere along the line.

So I would describe the rise of e-books as a phenomenon rather than a revolution. But I think we are in a transitional phase, and there are probably many more changes still to come. In 50 years time people will probably laugh themselves silly at the ridiculous contraptions we used to read books.. but sadly, they may also find it utterly hilarious that we bothered to read at all.

Is there a particular event that has changed your life and influenced your writing?

When I was about six I discovered a box of first edition Graham Greene novels buried at the bottom of my grand father’s wardrobe.. I think at that moment I realised that books and words could be special, treasured and magical..

Graham Greene wrote, ‘There is a splinter of ice in the heart of a writer.’ What do you make of his observation?

I think Mr Greene is up to his usual mischievous wordplay here, though, in some ways I agree with him. We probably are a bunch of cold-hearted, narcissistic bastards who neglect our partners, kids, families and friends to pursue our own selfish flights of fancy. We spend our days remorselessly picking through the broken bones of human frailty, failure and tragedy for the sake of a decent yarn. We could also be accused of possessing a fear of life’s uncertainties, of somehow trying to control and contain the chaos of existence by putting our own faults and failings through the mincer of fiction, to somehow atone or explain away our sins, like some existential confessional.

But Greene also said that “in our hearts there is a ruthless dictator, ready to contemplate the misery of a thousand strangers if it will ensure the happiness of the few we love.” And that, for me is at the heart of the matter (if you pardon the joke). Greene understood that if humanity is completely removed from a story, then the story will fall flat on its arse and fail. And the brilliance of his writing comes from his courage to exploit his own ice-cold creative ruthlessness to stare into the dark chasm of the human condition, and make us all realise that somewhere tangled up in the wreckage of failure, the true heart and soul of humanity resides.

What makes you angry?

When I start getting angry about anything, I always stop myself and I think… ok you’re angry.. now what? Then I stop feeling angry and start writing.

What advice would you give to yourself as a younger man?

You know those girls that really fancied you, but you were way too cool and beatnik to go out with them… well I’ve got news for you pal..

How much of the mystery in Painting by Numbers is the mystery of identity?

When we devised the cover concept for PBN, I suggested to the publisher that I thought some kind of distorted face might work. He asked me why and I said because the book is about the fluidity of identity and why people wear a multitude of masks to deceive others and themselves, and to hide who they really are. And ..after a long silence..he said … er Okay.. Then we started to construct a multi-layered image of a disfigured face using a close up shot of a Russian model’s face, and then we overlaid it with a second photograph of some cracked, parched soil and then finally, a third image of faint mathematical scribbles was blended into the shot. The cracks and blemishes were supposed to resemble the wear and ageing found in old paintings, but for me, the disfigurement is much more symbolic of the slow disintegration of my central character’s life as his true identity is revealed. The question of who someone really is is fascinating and complex, and Painting by Numbers explores the many faces and personae that people adopt to get through what it is they have to get through in their lives, and sometimes a catastrophic set of circumstances can lead them to discover that the may not be the person they thought they were.

What else is on the cards for you this year?

The next big thing on the horizon is The People’s Book Prize award ceremony in London on 29th May. Painting by Numbers is a finalist (one of twelve) and I have been invited to the bash. The winner will be announced on the night so it will be rather nerve – racking. I’m also making steady progress on a second novel and I’m trying to get a charity project off the ground involving a photographer friend of mine and some short story writers.

Do you think that most people are hiding something about themselves or hiding from the fact that they do not know who they really are?

I think it was Iris Murdoch who said ..we are such inward secret creatures… And that’s what fascinates me about human beings and motivates me to write. I’m intrigued by the secret lives of others, the private, hidden worlds that people inhabit behind the closed doors of their lives. I mentioned opposites before, and for me writing is all about exploring the often dysfunctional relationship between the public and private, the conscious and subconscious, and how that on-off conflict manifests itself in character’s thoughts, actions and behaviours. Painting by Numbers is all about that. We are all compulsive liars whether we realise it or not.

Thank you Tom for a perceptive and informative interview..

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‘Painting by Numbers’ is available in digital and print formats from all major online bookstores including Amazon UK and US, iTunes, and from the publisher Crooked Cat Books

Find Tom Gillespie at his website, on Facebook and Twitter @tom_gillespie

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Chin Wag At The Slaughterhouse: Interview With Luca Veste

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Luca Veste is a novelist and the editor of the `Off the Record’ charity anthology series, which feature short stories from some of the top names in British and US fiction. His first novel, ‘Dead Gone’, will be released in January 2014, by the HarperCollins imprint Avon. He also has an E Book out this June. Luca met me at The Slaughterhouse where we talked about manipulation and enlightenment.

Tell us about Dead Gone.

Set in Liverpool, Dead Gone’ sees DI David Murphy and his partner, Laura Rossi, investigating the murder of a student from the local university. Attached to her body, is a letter detailing an infamous psychological experiment that has supposedly been carried out on the victim. Convinced at first that the murderer is someone close and known to the victim, Murphy dismisses the letter as a bid to throw them off the scent…until more bodies are found, each with their own letter attached. On the other side of the city, Rob Barker, an admin worker at the university, is dealing with his own loss. His partner has been missing for almost a year, with suspicion from all around her firmly pointed at him. As the two seemingly unconnected events collide, it becomes apparent Murphy is chasing a killer unlike any he’s faced before. One who kills to discover more about life…

Dead Gone is the first in a series featuring DI David Murphy. It’s part police procedural, part psychological thriller, genre wise. Mainly, for me, it’s about the psychology of death and grief, and how those two aspects of life affect people from both sides of a murder investigation. Plus, serial killer alert, so expect some blood and gory stuff.

Do you think it is possible to direct a person’s actions by manipulating their trauma?

(Puts Psychology student head back on) – I think it depends on the trauma and the person. I remember reading something last year on manipulation (may have been by the American psychologist George Simon but I’m not 100%) which argued that the desire to please that exists in so many people can be exploited, with the ‘manipulator’ using various methods to get the desired result from their victim. However, the manipulator needs to mask most of the methods, otherwise the manipulation doesn’t work. For example, instead of using overtly aggressive means, they would be more passive-aggressive. So, in essence, certain people could be manipulated using passive-aggressive behaviour, perhaps through traumatic events, to direct their responses to certain actions. But, that person could be immune to such things, and then in turn not be affected by that trauma. Yet, there is much evidence to suggest direct trauma can have profound effects on victims (you only have to look at the statistics of adult abusers who themselves were abused as children to see that in practise), but there isn’t a one size fits all answer in my opinion.

To get back to trauma though, and using ‘Dead Gone’ as an example, in the book there’s a woman locked in a basement. No outside contact, very little interaction with the person who put her there, and no light. Before being forced into that situation, she’s just a “normal” person. How that sort of traumatic ordeal changes her, becomes more apparent as the book goes on, but you’ll have to read it to see how far. How trauma affects people psychologically is an incredibly interesting field of study though. One person may be life destroying, whereas another person may not be affected by it at all. It reinforces the fact that we’re all different. We react to situations and events in subtly different ways. I suppose that’s what makes us such an interesting animal.

In considering isolation and how it affects people, to what extent do you think identity can be altered and engineered?

It’s a difficult one to answer this, as there are certain threads you could mention. I’ll pick out one instantly…Stockholm Syndrome. The result of being isolated can influence a kidnap victim to have strong personal feeling for their captor. There’s a case from the US (which is detailed excellently by Carla Norton along with the lead prosecutor Christine McGuire in a book called ‘Perfect Victim’ – http://www.amazon.co.uk/Perfect-Victim-ebook/dp/B0063HBMC4/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1366044163&sr=1-1&keywords=the+perfect+victim), involving a husband and wife, Cameron and Janice Hooker, who kidnapped a teenager, hitch-hiking I think, and kept her captive for years. Cameron made her sign a contract, stating she was his “slave”. They isolated her so much, that they were able to take her on trips without being worried she’d runaway, or alert the police. They had successfully isolated her to the point where she saw no other reason for being than to be in there hold.

But, here’s an actual series of experiments carried out by another American psychologist called Dr Harry Harlow. In the sixties, he began experimenting in the field of isolation using monkeys. Over the course of many years, he would first partially, then totally isolate them in boxes, for weeks/months…even years. Sometimes from birth. He would take a monkey who had just been born, stick it in a box, provide food and water but no other interaction, and then see what happened when they were taken out. After a year, they would be severely psychologically disturbed from the experience, to the point where they couldn’t successfully re-integrate most of them into monkey society.

Identity is a tricky concept though. There’s the image you portray to people, and then there’s the person you are in your mind. Which is real? If we’re talking about altering someone’s identity, which identity would that be? You could just be altering it to the real person and not the persona they’ve demonstrated in public before isolation.

Is there a particular incident that has changed your life and influenced your writing?

Not one particular incident, I think, rather there’s a series of incidents that I could probably go back and say have influenced my writing. I’ve been obsessed with death for so long, that it’s no surprise to me that my first book deals with that subject, alongside the grief aspect. That’s not to say I’ve been surrounded by death my whole life, quite the contrary. My Grandad died when I was eleven, and I can barely remember that. Other than a few acquaintances over the years, and a my wife’s nan, I’ve been incredibly lucky in that I haven’t lost anyone in my close family. I’ve been to two funerals. One, was for someone I didn’t know, which deserves a story on its own for how I ended up there, and the other for the aforementioned “wife’s nan” more recently. It was at the latter of the two when I decided to get a bit more involved in the book world. I started the review and interview blog ‘Guilty Conscience’ a few days afterwards, which led to writing short stories, and then a novel.

One thing that runs through it all however, is an incident which happened when I was six, just about to turn seven. 28th June 1990. A friend and I were collecting football stickers for the Italia ’90 World Cup, and his Dad said he’d take us the shop to get some. I didn’t tell my Mum and Dad I was going, as it was just up the road. On the way there and back, we had to cross a pretty busy main road. We got a few packs of stickers each, walking back, around 7:30pm. It was one of those proper summer evenings you always remember having as a kid. I remember waiting to cross the road, just off the kerb, my mate to my left, and his Dad beside him. The next thing I remember, is waking up in an ambulance, a paramedic screaming at me to lie back down. Then, flash-forward to being in a hospital bed, my Nan (my Dad’s mum, so the Italian side) sobbing uncontrollably, saying over and over “He’s bleeding, he’s bleeding”. Then, nothing for days.

Turned out, I’d been hit by a learner driver, her driving instructor not paying enough attention to the road to see me, or that she was going a bit too fast. My left leg was wrapped around the front right tyre, my face smashing into the road. Fractured tibia and fibula, broken nose, severe eye injury, cuts and gashes in pretty much every part of my body. Two misaligned vertebrae in my lower back. Memory loss, skin grafts, and a four month stay in hospital.
I was lucky.

That’s pretty much stayed with me my whole life. It’s more than likely the cause of my OCD which set in when I was in my early teens, and has never gone away. Always had that feeling I’m living on borrowed time. It also lets me get into that mindset of the dark part of my writing quite easily as well. I just write about what’s going on in my head most days!

To what extent do you think OCD involves a missing filter that is meant to remove information deemed to be unnecessary or is it a heightened state of consciousness?

I’ve never really thought about the causes of OCD. I know there’s many different theories on how it begins, whether it’s a brain dysfunction, genetic, or psychodynamics. What I do find interesting, is the idea that people believe, and indeed I’ve heard many people say, that we’re all “a little bit OCD”. I think quite a few people have the compulsions part of OCD, but the obsessive part…I’d doubt it. The obsessive part of OCD can debilitating sometimes. I’ve spent hours, days even, locked in the same thought pattern over and over, convinced I’ve not carried out the right “thing”. That I’ve made a mistake and now something bad will happen, or if something bad has happened, that it’s my fault.

Regards the heightened state of consciousness, I don’t know. What I have noticed, is that I’m probably more aware of my environment than most people. Mainly because my compulsions include the exact way I should walk (left or right footing hitting certain marks on pavements for example), and also numbers. My patient agent, Phil Patterson, had to be constantly aware of the numbers when the book was being sent out to publishers in the UK. Now it’s gone to foreign publishers, he’s stopped telling how many it’s with, I think so he doesn’t have to worry about me saying “wait, don’t send it to them yet, otherwise it’ll be with an odd number and they’ll all say no!”. I hate odd numbers…evil little things.

My Dad has OCD, but has very different compulsions than me, so maybe there is something in the genetic argument. As I’ve said though, it’s not the compulsive part of OCD that characterises it really, it’s the obsessive thoughts. That’s the worst part of it. But, I’ve had it a long time, and thankfully only been through a few bouts of mild depressive episodes because of it, so I’ve been much more luckier than most who live with it.

What do you make of the E Book revolution?

I think it’s great. The more avenues into reading the better. I can see it plateauing, despite what some might say, into maybe a 30-40% share (the market for ebooks has slowed more recently to around 25-30% of the total), but that’s still a healthy amount. There have been some great stories about self-publishing successes, which is always good to read. The likes of Mel Sherratt, Louise Voss and Mark Edwards, and Mark Sennen have all had excellent success stories in the past year or so, and I’m really happy for them. Books discovered that may not have found an audience otherwise. They’re still few and far between when compared to the whole however, so I don’t buy into the whole “self-publishing is the only way” argument whatsoever. Also, those successes seem to move into traditional publishing eventually. So, there’s room for both to flourish. The massive deals being given to self-publishers suggest that traditional publishers see the worth in those books, which is creating more opportunities for writers to move forward. I expect that’ll slow eventually as well.

I do however think there’s a number of self-publishers who need to be advised more. The importance of editing needs to be drummed home a fair bit. Not just in terms of spelling and grammar, but also in plot and story. I’ve read many self-published books and become more aware of a feeling that some are being rushed out, in order to capitalise on the seemingly unending gravy train. I’d prefer quality over quantity becoming key. As much as people say ‘don’t judge a book by its cover’ I think many readers do actually take notice of unprofessional looking covers.

Personally, I prefer print still, as many do. But ebooks are useful for certain situations, and I honestly believe ebooks and print can live side by side quite comfortably.

The Age of Enlightenment emphasised reason and still today we place great confidence in the mind. Do you think reliance on the mind indicates control or lack of it given the disposition towards the irrational in human history and behaviour?

Isn’t the irrationality of humans what marks us out as different? Hasn’t irrationality led us to where we are now? I’d argue the lack of control over our own minds is what has led humans to progress to the point we have. If we were rational beings, we’d only be interested in the basics of sustenance. Food, water, procreation. We’ve added to those basics over time to include so much more, and it’s our more developed minds which have created this need for more. Love, entertainment, friendship, satisfaction, etc. Language obviously plays a major role in all of this.

I’d argue a society which places more basis on scientific thought, scepticism and intellectuality shows a remarkable sense of self advancement. It would be easier as a society to rely on that which needs no explanation. Religion and superstition have long been said to be evidence of beliefs without the need for evidence. At a point in our history, we’ve seen a gradual rejection of that paradigm, leading to the society we see around us today; one in a state of flux, changing before our very eyes. Albeit far too slowly in some respects (same sex marriage, equal rights).

It’s our minds which separate us from the other animals. In some ways, yes, the reliance on it indicates control – we’ve organised ourselves in somewhat of a collective, all striving to move ever forwards (although the second law of thermodynamics would have something to say about what that leads to) – whereas our irrationality has meant that human advancement has led us to discover things unimaginable to people only a short period of time ago. Ask someone a 100 years ago if we needed some of the technological stuff we have today, or whether it would be better to spend that money on feeding those dying of hunger in the third world. Irrational to create VHS, then Laser Disc, then DVD, then BluRay, sure. Could we have done both things, maybe. Not all advancements make sense, but I’d argue as a global society, in many ways we’re much more advanced since the Age of Enlightenment and I think overall it’s a good thing.

Graham Greene wrote, ‘There is a splinter of ice in the heart of a writer.’ What do you make of his observation?

The act of creating fiction, and I’ll narrow this down to crime fiction as I think this statement arguably relates to that genre more than any else, I feel does require a writer to be able to set aside a “normal” reaction to certain things and be able to dispassionately choose the correct course for there story. I think a readers reaction to a horrific event would be much different to a writers, and they may even be surprised or even disgusted by a writers ability to look at a real-life event, for example, and find inspiration for a story/novel. My wife is an avid reader, but resolutely avoids crime/horror, and reads much lighter novels, romance, etc. But she has asked many questions of mine (and indeed has heard me say under my breath “maybe I should take out his eyes when he’s concious”, causing many sideways looks and one eye open slumbers) and has repeatedly said she doesn’t understand how I can write about such things. That shows the difference between those of us with the sliver of ice, to those who don’t.

However, where I’d set an end-point to Greene’s statement, is that the best stories, for me, are ones in which as a reader you can see a writer has a relationship with their characters. To write about tragedies does indeed take a “splinter of ice” to disassociate from the real, but to then write dispassionately…I think a reader can tell when a writer does that. So, in some ways, a writer must compensate by caring more about what happens to their characters than a reader may. Here’s an example – Steve Mosby, one of the most underrated writers working in the UK presently (seriously, I mention his name constantly because I honestly believe he’s the best UK author around – he is *that* good), used the murders which occurred in Dnepropetrovsk, Ukraine as inspiration. Anyone unfamiliar with the case may want to Google that one. Done? Good. Not nice where they? This case is one of the most repulsive and horrific you’re likely to read, with the added horror of one of the murders filmed and available to watch on the internet (don’t do it). Mosby is a well known bleeding heart liberal, yet still had that sliver of ice to take that case and let it inspire him. However, he then has the innate ability to find the right way in which to present that story, so the reader isn’t left disgusted and appalled, but satisfied. And it’s down to the way he writes about his characters. He can write some of the most difficult to read, explicit, scenes in crime fiction, yet not make them exploitative. That’s what is key for me. It’s easy to write gory murders, to try and one-up the last gory murder you read in crime fiction. What’s more difficult is to make the reader actually care that the ‘gory murder’ is happening to a character. That for me requires more warmth in the heart than ice.

How do you think traditional publishing views the online world?

Traditional publishing is now firmly ensconced in the online world. For the most part anyway. There’s still some things they could do better, of course, and they did react slower than others in recognising the growth of the online, and the shift readers were making to become closer to writers through social media. I think it’s understandable in some respects. The old paradigm of publishing lasted so long, and worked for them so well, that to suddenly switch tracks must have caught them by surprise. However, they’re multi-billion pound businesses for a reason, and they’ve soon caught up. So, I think they view it as just part of the publishing world now.

My own publisher Avon, which is an imprint of HarperCollins, is embracing the online in a exciting way. They’ve stolen the march on most of other publishers with regards to ebook sales, and are always finding new ways of getting books into the hands of readers. They’ve had some great successes recently in the crime genre, with Neil White, Paul Finch, and Alex Walters all doing extraordinary things in ebook sales. So, I’m obviously very pleased to be joining the group, and hopefully ‘Dead Gone’ can keep up with the others!

What advice would you give to yourself as a younger man?

Well, I’m 29 (30 in August), so I still consider myself a young man! Well…I did. Then I went to Uni as a mature student. Ten years on the vast majority of students there! You suddenly feel every single moment of those years when surrounded by the bright eyes of youth.

I’ve been married six years, have two daughters, and the face of a much older man. I’ve already been on medication for high blood pressure, suffered other minor medical ailments, and was almost killed aged six, after being hit by a car. I feel much, much older.

What would I tell younger me? Only a few things really. Maybe, try writing a bit sooner. I started writing at age 27. Had neither the will, nor inclination to ever believe I could write previous to that point. Even then, I only wrote a story because Charlie Williams dared me to. So, yeah, I’d probably should have worked out sooner that writing would open up a new and exciting chapter in my life.

I’d tell teenage me that anger isn’t always the answer. That no one likes a smart arse. Even if everyone else is wrong, and you’re right.

Don’t work in that pizza place. £2 an hour is just not worth the hassle of knowing what goes on behind the counter.

Don’t spend a year eating McDonald’s five times a week. You’ll put four stone on in weight, and never be able to shift it. You’ll go from playing right wing to goalkeeper for a Sunday League team. And no one likes goalkeepers.

Eight year old me…it doesn’t matter that she’s gone. You’ll get a new mum soon. And twenty years heals a lot of wounds. You’ll have two mums that would do anything for you.
And finally, pay attention. Do your *actual* best in school, because you could have done so much better. And not be ten years (which feels like thirty) older than everyone in Uni.

Thank you Luca for an insightful and versatile interview.

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Quick Fire At The Slaughterhouse: Interview With Linda Rodriguez

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Linda Rodriguez is a poet and novelist. Her second Skeet Bannion novel, Every Broken Trust (St. Martin’s Press/Minotaur Books), is available for sale now and was selected by Las Comadres National Latino Book Club. She is the president of the Borders Crimes chapter of Sisters in Crime, a founding board member of Latino Writers Collective and The Writers Place, and a member of Wordcraft Circle of Native American Writers and Storytellers, Kansas City Cherokee Community, and International Thriller Writers. Linda met me at The Slaughterhouse where we talked about her new release and her crime fiction.

Tell us about Every Broken Trust.

300x198_every-broken-trust photo 300x198_everybrokentrust_zpse2d6f91f.jpgLife has settled into routine for half-Cherokee Marquitta “Skeet” Bannion now that she’s gained custody of fifteen-year-old Brian Jameson and shares care for her stroke-impaired father with her ex-husband—until the past reaches out to destroy everything she holds dear. A party to celebrate the arrival in Brewster, Missouri, of George Melvin, a Kansas City politician, rapidly turns into disaster when Skeet’s best friend, Karen Wise, stumbles on a body in Chouteau University’s storage caves and is attacked herself. Skeet works to keep Karen safe, even as Karen becomes obsessed with the dead man’s drunken claim that her husband’s accidental death years earlier was murder.

Brian’s emotional entanglement with the politician’s rebellious daughter and Karen’s fixation on the politician as her husband’s murderer frustrate Skeet’s efforts to keep them both safe and out of trouble while she tracks down the killer, who’s targeting Karen to remove a potential witness. Even Skeet’s friends and neighbors in Brewster keep secrets from her, and Skeet wonders if any of them are what they seem. Skeet’s Cherokee grandmother explained to her that the world depends on balance, that anything that throws it out of harmony must be restored before it brings chaos. Now, that very chaos is threatening her world. Not knowing who she can trust any longer, Skeet struggles against the clock to solve a series of linked murders stretching into the past before she loses Brian forever and her best friend winds up in jail—or dead.

To what extent do you think trust breaks people?

I think we can’t live without a certain amount of trust in other people, obviously. And at the personal level, we can’t be happy if we can’t trust the people we love, the ones who are closest and most important to us. However, when that trust is betrayed, it can be not only immensely painful but truly damaging to us. So, unfortunately, we are in the difficult position of needing to make ourselves vulnerable to people who have the ability to greatly injure us.

This is a difficult situation for most people to live in. Some people manage this dilemma by closing themselves off to others and refusing to trust and therefore make themselves vulnerable. Some people open themselves completely and trust everyone, no matter how many warning signs they get. Most of us try for something in between those two extremes, balancing the need to trust against the need to be safe from harm and trusting people after they have given some evidence of being trustworthy. We fool ourselves into thinking we are sensible when we do this, but actually, it is as foolish a choice as either closing oneself off from trust or leaving oneself wide open and vulnerable to everyone. We have no way to really know how trustworthy others are until they have passed through a situation where they might have betrayed us and didn’t—and even then, they still might betray us in a different situation. We manage the unbearable tension by deliberately blinding ourselves to those possibilities. Humans are the animals who deceive themselves in order to survive.

As a female author how do you approach writing from a male perspective?

I actually think it is easier for women to write accurately about men than vice versa. Like other populations with less power in society, we grow up always watching the dominant segment of society, men, trying to figure out what makes them tick, how to please them, how to keep from angering them (which is often physically dangerous for women), how to negotiate a society that’s set up on their rules. Men don’t have the same incentive to do this with women, and in general, they don’t. I’m speaking in the aggregates here for both men and women since there are always exceptions.

As for myself, I grew up with many brothers, male cousins, and male friends. I was the counselor and shoulder to cry on for all of them. I didn’t have good, close women friends until I grew older. Consequently, it’s still easier for me to project myself into most male characters than into certain kinds of women with whom I’ve had little contact. I don’t imagine that’s the case for all women writers, but it is for me.

What else is on the cards for you this year?

I’m writing the third Skeet Bannion novel right now, and I’m having a great time being back in that character and that community. I’ve just sent my agent a YA fantasy novel, the first of a trilogy, to start submitting. That will be something new for me, but I’ve long been a fantasy reader, and I’m excited about writing in the field. I have the first draft of a standalone thriller almost finished. It’s about the director of a battered women’s shelter on the run to save the life of a young boy and the man who ends up reluctantly involved with them. And I’m doing research for two big historical novels, one about the Cherokee in Oklahoma from right after the Trail of Tears to the end of the Civil War and the other about the War in Vietnam, both at home and overseas, through the viewpoints of a brother and sister.

That time period immediately following the Trail of tears for the Cherokee is one full of conflict and amazing accomplishments that’s never really been written about. I spent a whole day in the archives of the Cherokee Nation of Oklahoma recently. They have a treasure trove of handwritten (in Cherokee syllabary) letters from that era. I’m working on my Tsalagi right now, which is mostly spoken, trying to learn to read handwritten syllabary.

For my generations of Americans, the Vietnam War was a gash across the world. No matter what side you were on, you were affected if you were an early Baby Boomer living in the States. I had a brother, father, cousin, two lovers, one husband, and several friends who served in Vietnam on active duty. I lost several friends and classmates over there. I spent most of those years fighting against the war and trying to have the soldiers brought back home. The society of the United States was never the same after that war, and it left scars on my entire generation. The research has been heartbreaking.

And I have another book of poetry that’s about ready to send to the publisher. I am a congenital reviser and keep rewriting them, always trying to make them better, but most of the poems in the manuscript have been individually published now, so it’s time to send it off finally. Plus, I’ve promised myself that I’ll bring more balance into my life by returning to my fiberart work, which I believe fills the creative wells for my writing. I try to stay busy.

Thank you Linda for an insightful and eloquent interview.

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